We've been working on our marriage pretty hard for the last 9 months, trying to repair the trench between us. Quite a few years of growing apart with different interests & the only real common thread being the kids.
I've been feeling like we were at a stale mate lately, but was sure we could eventually come out the other end...but when I got home last night she said we needed to go for a walk. I knew right then & there what the "topic" would be...with tears streaming down her cheeks she said that she thought it was best for us to separate. I knew it was coming, but hearing it really blasted me...I still love my wife, but she wasn't feeling the spark anymore and said she felt numb when it came to feelings about me...and even with me trying for most of the year, she said her feelings weren't changing and she basically was calling it quits.
So, here I sit on the saddest day of my life, mourning the loss of my beloved partner who is standing right in front of me...talk about hard to take.
Now we have to come up with a way to tell the kids, because they will figure it out...since my kissing and touching is no longer welcome.
![Crying or Very sad :cry:](./images/smilies/icon_cry.gif)
So, needless to say...there will be no scooter, or having her ride with me...feels like part of my heart has been ripped out.
![Bye! :bye:](./images/smilies/bye_smilie.gif)
Anyway, I just had to get it off my chest.
Thanks for listening/reading.
Later.